Lunes, Disyembre 12, 2011

Letters No. 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24 and 25

                                  September 18, 2011
                                          Sunday 11:19 Am

One week ago, we had ended…
A phrase from MMK last night “…kahit masakit, kahit mahirap sa simula, lilipas din ýan.” Tama!  Sakto!  Correct!
First day of my vacation.  New environment, trying to build a new me.  Got to have more on my family, myself and God.  I lost a Kid in my life but I have kids (pamangkins) here who loves me.  I have you in my heart and in my mind, it will not change.  Dili nalang huna-hunaon ang past permi.  Kung unsay naa nako karon, is God’s gift.  Basta, di na lang huna-hunaon permi.  Bahala na kung nana ka’y bag-o.  bahala na kung wa na ko nimo gihuna-huna ug gilove.  Dapat naka e let go totally.  Para pud di na ko masakitan, para pud dili unfair para nimo, dapat free ka, dapat happy ka, dapat mahiluna na ka.  I have to see things in perspective.  Though I asked for apples but was given lemons, then, I have to make lemonades.
Sa tinuod lang jud, naay part nako nga di ka kayang e let go, but, believe me, I’m working on it everyday, though lisod kaayo, akong gipaningkamotan,
Acceptance… Acceptance… Acceptance… Acceptance… Acceptance…
Forget… Forget… Forget… Forget… Forget… Forget… Forget…
Let go… Let go… Let go… Let go… Let go… Let go… Let go…
Study… Study… Study… Study… Study… Study… Study…
Family…Family…Family…Family…Family…Family…Family…
God,,, God,,, God,,, God,,, God,,, God,,, God,,, God,,,

Basta…

                                                      11:50 Am

12:24 Noon

Mayweather or Ortiz?  Murag Mayweather modaug pero si Ortiz akong gusto modaug. . .
Daghang issues na unta atong naistoryahan:
Boxing, NBA, FIBA, Miss Universe, etc…
Anything basta kita nagstorya, mahimong interesting for me but bisag interesting ang topic pero di ko ganahan sa kastorya, it’s boring.  Ngana na siguro imong nafeel (boring) nako ron, din a ka ganahan makigstorya.
I understand.   Sure. . .
“there’s no blueprint on how to hit me.”-mayweather
                                                      12:29 Pm




                                  September 19, 2011
                                          Monday 14:17 Am

I’m not feeling well gihapon.  Nalingaw sa boxing gahapon but curious gihapon ko kung unsay imong comments.  Nalingaw kos akong pamangkins  but gimingaw gihapon nimo.  Dugay kaayo ko nakatog gabii.  Bonding mi ni mama but at night, adto siya sa mga bata.  I remember the nights nga mao ni atong pangandoy nga kita rang duha sa room.  Wa na ka mingawa nako dady?  Good for you.  Wa na jud ka nakahuna-huna nako bisag gamay?  Kanang mahunahunaan ko nimo nga dili negative. 
Who is she man dady?  I feel so empty without you.  Hope mahuman na ni nga pamati, I cried a lot but akong luha murag di mahurot.  Missing someone is dili kailanman lalim.  14:33

                                                   September 20, 2011
                                                    Tuesday 9:01 Am

I had fun last night with my bestfriend.  We slep we missed each other so much so we had talked a lot about many, many things under the sun and moon.  We talked everything except about you.  Naay mga topics nga murag morelate nimo but gibilin ra nako sa akong mind, dili na dapat pag-usapan pa.  we’ve watched movie “Monte Carlo”.  Dili kaayo nindot ang movie, ok ra but nanindot ra gihapon kay kami man nag-uban.  We slept at around 1am.  During breakfast, continue gihapon ang chicka.  Kami ra duha gadungan, picture2 before nibangon sa bed.  I really enjoyed, I’m always happy with her presence.  I love my bestfriend!
I still miss you.  But just go on. . . amping                  9:08am

                                                            10:29 am
I checked my phone.  Wa lang ko kapugong nakakita sa 13 messages, namasin nga naay usa from you but gi ready pud nako akong self nga wala jud.  Then, wala jud diay.  13 messages from: 2366, 8888, cheryll & Dm & bestfriend.  I’m a bit disappointed ug na down pud ko gamay but I didn’t cry.  But I can’t tell nga dili na jud ko mohilak because of you.  Kahilakon ko tinuod.  Maybe in the later days makahilak napud ko.  I know nahiluna na ka and you’re in the good hands.  I know mura kag nabunutan kag tunok pagkawa nako.  I know mura kag nakagawas sa prisohan pagkabuwag nato.  I know happy ka.  I know normal na imong life.  I know gaan na imong pamati.  I know wa na ko nimo gi huna-huna.  I know. . . basta. . . kahibawo ko. . .           10:38 am

                                                September 21, 2011
                                                Wednesday 10:04 Am
Ten days ago… Well, ngano man diay, nakaya gani nako ang two weeks nga wa nagtxt.  But lahi man gud pud karon kay pang forever man jud imong gusto.  Kumusta na kaha ang lalaking pinakamamahal ko? J
                                                            10:12 Am

                                                           15:13
The air is filled with nursery rhymes while the kids are sleeping.  Nindota ibalik pagkabata oi where the only things that can be broken were toys, dili heart… WUD Dady?                                      15:17

                                                September 22, 2011
                                                Thursday 20:50
All I hear are raindrops… falling on the rooftops… 
Why you have to go?
I’m officially missing you!                          20:51

                                                September 23, 2011
                                                Friday 20:15
It’s Friday, our favorite day before.  Duwa napud ka ron?
Hope mag-uwan… bitaw2x joke ra, pwede pud tinuod.  What you doin’ na kaha at this moment?  Dating?  Etc…?
Rhea said: “sometimes, we have to realize that there are certain people who are meant to saty in our hearts, but not in our lives.”
It’s kinda right… mao jud Lgi siguro. 
By the way, special participation ka sa akong dream last night.  Actually, morning na jud to nako nadamgo.  Untag tinuod ilang giingon nga kung damgohon ka anang tawhana, gimingaw na siya or gusting makakita nimo, but naa pud silaý giingon nga binali ang damgo.  Basin diay pud, akoý gimingaw nimo kaayo mao nga sige kog huna-huna nimo hangtod nagdamgo… haaay,… miss you so much talaga sobra!  It’s hurting na…
It’s killing me. . .                                          20:29











































































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