September 14, 2011
Wednesday 17:30
In the middle of my problem-solving last night, I suddenly felt like crying, and so, I have to stop and hid myself in my room with lights down. It took few hours for me to sleep. Kinahanglan jud gihapon ko mohilak. I should not be angry at you. I have to RESPECT your decision. Wa pa ko nakahilak today, hope tonight, maka absent na kog hilak.
Chicka2x, read books, some problem-solvings, surf the net: youtube, google, movies, (pwera FB). . .
I don’t know tonight. Di na lagi ko mohilak. I should not be over depressed. Kadaghang broken-hearted sa world! Di kay ako ra! Haller? Its just 3 days ago . . .
I can mend myself. Just pray. Naanad na kog sakit. . .
Since pagkabata sige na kog kasakit. Hantod karon masakiton. Ma-immune ra ko sa kasakasakit sa imong pagpalayo nako.
Sa tanang sakit, ikaw ang kinasakitan. Pero strong ko. I should not dwell on someone who could not stay with me in times when I needed him the most. I’m not angry, I’m just comforting myself.
Kahinumdom ko, sa bag-o pa tang nag-uyab, ako pay niingon ug “no promises.” I was so careful, but because of you, I’ve changed, you made me careless. And I’m glad., for at the same time, I learned to love for the first time.
_Wellah 18:029
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