September 13, 2011
Tuesday 16:45
Gicharge nako akong phone ug gamahay kog dako nganong natrigger pa kog open sa inbox only to find out nga walay ni usa ka txt gikan ni Kid.
I’m so down that I have to pause for a while and cry. Next time, igo nalang jud ko magcharge, promise dili na ko motan-aw kay sakit jud kaayo di man unta ko gusto mag-expect but nag hope gihapon. I hate myself for this. Gabalik-balik napud sa akong huna-huna ang final conversation nako with Kid, he was begging me to let him go, pushing me away, he wanted me to leave without a trace. Kung papel pa siguro ko, nau nasunog na ko ug naugdaw sa iyang mga gipanulti.
From now on, I will double my effort to keep busy. Read my books, solve accounting/auditing problems and more.
I should not sleep during the day so that I’ll sleep like dead at night. In this way, maybe, lesser time nalang ang akong maspend thinking about him.
I have to divert my attention to other things. I have to pray more. I’m tired of crying for the person who already forgets me that easy. . .
_Wellah 17:02
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